Wednesday, November 14, 2007

If you have been reading my blog, you'd have noticed a lack of posts, even if there were posts, it's mostly a few lines.

What can I say, but life is stagnant as usual. No, no, no, this is not going to be another one of those posts lamenting about my love life. I can say that I'm pretty used to being single, and not having that funny feeling when you see someone you really like.

Being single is not that bad after all. Yeah, I know it sounds loser-ish, but it's really quite true. Without anyone else to live for, okay maybe I have my family, you can pretty much partake in any of the vices you want, do anything you want to do. You know, if I do not have my family or anyone to live for, to take responsibility of, I would rather live fast and die young and forgotten.

Fortunately, I do have people I feel a responsibility to, so you're not seeing me die any soon. Or is there people who wish I will die soon? ):

You know, I saw something in Southpark that could have summed up the past 2 to 3 years.



Yup. Heroin. You chase the dragon, but you can never reach it. I now concede that short of a miracle, some things just cannot be salvaged. But I am content in knowing that I am not such a loveless person after all, because those times when I said that I loved her, I really did. Maybe I'm a loveless person now, but whatever, people change.

So yeah, life doesn't suck that much after all. At least I have my friends to get wasted with right now. (:

I'll end this post with a picture that you'd either understand or not.

[ jason ] | 7:27 pm |

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