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Thursday, September 27, 2007

Clubbing was really fun!

I think it was fun because I've had more close contact with members of the opposite sex in one night than in 19 years of my life. Also, I've never been so shameless and daring. :P Maybe I finally let go of myself tonight, and tried to be happy for a while.

It wasn't really that kind of true happiness I got lah, like that kind of happiness you get when you see someone you like give you that smile you've loved since like forever.

I guess it was more like that kind of happiness that boosts your ego, that you know that you're not that unattractive that (probably drunk) girls won't dance with you and let you hold them and.. I won't delve deeper.

I never thought I would enter the dance floor, but shortly after stepping into Zouk, even without spending the free drinks coupon I still have now, I was on the floor, and never really left it since. Dancing and grinding with so many different girls was addictive lah. Consider how loser-ish I was for most part of my life so far, tonight was like some heaven on earth thing.

I wish I would grow taller before the next time I go clubbing again. ): Because those fucker guys keep trying to push me away from girls. But when they succeed, and the girl still moves to you, it's a pretty big "fuck you" to them I enjoy. Haha. Doesn't happen all the time though. :(

There was a couple me and Frank was dancing with for a pretty long while, and I quite liked the girl, because she was the only one who turned around to face me while dancing. The rest of them pretty much just rubbed their asses on your crotch while you held them, pretty impersonal right. Too bad birthday boy was knocked by another guy and knocked the couple of girls away. :( On that dance floor packed like sardines, we weren't able to reach them already.

I guess for my first time clubbing, I did okay lah. Once I got the knack of how things worked, I pretty much stopped keeping my hands to myself, and stood my ground to stop other guys from stealing my girl. Now I have another reason to gym more!

Too bad the night ended too early at four in the morning. I seriously did not have my fill of girls tonight. :(

Oh well, there's always next time. Thanks to Frank for the taxi fare, and birthday boy for suggesting clubbing to celebrate his birthday! If not I don't know when I'd lose my inhibitions. :\

[ jason ] | 4:54 am |