but every superman has his kryptonite.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

So gravely tired. Went to see a ENT (Ear, Nose & Throat) specialist today for my allergies in the morning. What to do, I'm like sensitive physically and emotionally. ): He administered local anaesthetic on my nose and then proceeded to insert a probe inside. It was almost like how when I choked on a fish bone when I was younger and the doctor used the same probe to find out where in my throat the bone was. And the experience sucked as much too. He then took some pictures and proceeded to show us how totally blocked my nasal cavities are. ): It was scary too, because out of the blue he suddenly said some part of the nose was where nose cancer begins to start, and I was thinking whether he said that because I developed something like that until he said, "But you don't have nose cancer." KNN!!!

He then tested me for dust mite allergies. Fscking dust mites. My skin was pricked in four places and some four different dust mite thingy solution was dripped on the four places. All four pricks began to swell bad. ): I then began to sneeze like crazy and my nose became congested like fsck. Which lasted for the rest of the day, even till now. ): Why are there even dust mites in the first place. ):

I thought that was bad until I heard the bill. It was a little short of four figures, so go figure. I feel so guilty that my folks had to spend so much, but then again it's not something I purposely went to contract, like AIDS or something. ): It's just unlucky genetics.

There was a couple of hours left after the whole consultation, so I shopped around for a bit before going for my dental. Shopping sucked because I was feeling so sick the whole day. ):

I thought when I reached home everything was over, but my dad summoned me to the office to observe some China software engineer. Being so guilty over my expenditure today, I had to go even though I was tired and feeling like fsck. ): Proceeded there and stood for around three hours dazed and confused. ):

Conscience sucks. )):

[ jason ] | 9:23 pm |