Wednesday, August 29, 2007
The video in the previous post is pretty much.. my luck nowadays. :PHolidays now, so I'm pretty much spending it at gym, watching American TV series,
Maybe I'll change my song playlist later to some old Carpenters love songs.. (:
Friday, August 24, 2007
Exams are over, but I can tell that I did badly for my last paper. ):I don't know why they had to remove the tutorial answers on the school website. I glanced through my friend's tutorial answers in the morning and all the questions in the paper came from there. Then he told me the teacher put the tutorial answers online for only a week.
If this was done to deter last minute studying, I seriously want to give them a big "Fcuk You", because the lecturer taking me for practical classes of this module is even lazier than me, and they want to deter lazy people.
Sigh. ):
What to do, I hate studying theory bullshit.
At least it's over.
Thursday, August 23, 2007
It had to be today. Of all days for my phone lines to go down.I really need the internet to access my practice papers. ):
Tiring day today already, gym in the morning, mugging at McDonald's in the afternoon. There's a bed at home so I can't mug at home. And I did not get enough sleep last night again. I wish my damn brain would just stop functioning when I want to sleep instead of thinking, thinking and thinking.
Luckily I remembered that there was an unsecured wireless network around here. If not what would I do? Stay overnight at McDonald's? Not the most comfortable prospect..
I hope my theory of "If she was stupid enough to leave the wireless network unsecured, she wouldn't know that I tapped into it" is correct, if not I am facing prison ass-rape.
Sigh, good luck to me for my last paper.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
You had so much potential;Uncountable the mosquitoes you were going to ingest.
Yet you were young and foolish;
You entered my room when I was on the receiving end of a headache.
Brethren's warnings unheeded;
They were wise to use the kitchen as a sanctuary.
An example of you must be made;
Now rest forever in the big lizard habitat in the sky.
Fscking annoying lizards.
Monday, August 20, 2007
For the first time in I have no idea how many years, my weight is below 60 kilograms, around 58 to be exact. No it's not the weighing scale being faulty, because I tried two. :PBut it pretty sucks because I don't think all of the weight lost is fats. And it feels pretty gay to be below 60 kilograms. ):
Nowonder my mother probably thinks I'm anorexic. I've lost over ten kilograms since those CJC days. You know mothers, they'd rather you have some meat on you.
But I am not anorexic lah. I still eat, just that it's all low fat and low glycemic index food. I think calling it a lifestyle change is more appropriate. (:
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Stop thinking, stop remembering, Jason, and go to sleep!She wouldn't care; She couldn't care, so just let go and sleep already!
Man, I hate my consciousness.
Baseball bat to knock me out, anyone? It's already four and I tried going to sleep at two. ):
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Ouch is the feeling when I heard the fireworks and I was watching Life on Mars on my laptop. Luckily, it was a great episode, so I didn't feel that bitter about not going to the fireworks.But it's okay I guess. Watching it without someone special ain't half the experience of watching it with someone special. It's like, you know, you will always want to share a beautiful memory with someone else.
But whatever, there's always the future to look forward to.
Oh, wait. Life on Mars ain't some documentary about living on Mars in the future or something. It's a really nice British cop show with a twist. Won't spoil it for you, just go watch it if you're bored.
Masters of Science Fiction is pretty good too. It's like a modern version of The Twilight Zone and Outerlimits. I like how they portrayed one of the characters in the first episode. A United States president, loses his memory, has an attention span of 40 minutes, mainly caused by the trauma of him causing a nuclear holocaust because he did not heed the advices of everyone. Sounds familiar? It may not have happened now, but it may happen in the future, God forbid.
When the fate of so many rests in the hands of so few, can the failure to be accountable ever be forgiven?
I'm
I swear I am going to burn down the website's server one day. Stop telling me I resemble some female celebrity. In this case, Hirosue Ryoko. ):
See! I should be incensed right. They should include some options for gender or something. Bollocks to them.
Try it here: http://www.myheritage.com/FP/Company/morph.php
Friday, August 17, 2007
LONELY PEOPLE PLEASE DON'T CLICK BECAUSE YOU WILL SURELY BE OWNED BY THE GREEN ENVY MONSTER.Damn you Winson. ): I think I know how to make a quick buck.
Mass-produce some t-shirts that scream of utter hate for ODEX, and then sell them at a high margin.
With the recent waves of hate and disgust against that company, I'm sure it can sell well... I think.
Luckily I
But I am pretty sure the compensation they get will allow the director to
AND NO ONE STEAL MY T-SHIRT IDEA OTHERWISE I WILL SUE YOU FOR $3000-$5000!!!!!
Wow, I think I am really bo liao. That's what happens when there's a ten day gap between your exam papers and you don't have a better half to tend to. ):
But seriously, even though he did not sue me or anything, I think the director is one big loser. If you read The New Paper a few days ago, he said that he seeked police help because there were people who threatened him. Maybe that person sent him this picture below methinks.
And also, in that article he claims that the forum posts that he made which incited the wrath of many people were made a few months ago. Wow, he self ass-fscked with that statement.
Hahaha! So people, if you are worried about your future, fret not, because if such a ass-tard can become a director of a company, so can you!
Oh yah, and I think Stephen Hawking is more handsome than him. No offense to Hawking though, even though it is damn offensive to compare anyone with the director. Full respect to Hawking for being the smartest man on Earth. But I don't know why I have to use Stephen Hawking to compare. Somehow it seems so obvious, but I just can't seem to see why.
And finally, I never name any names okay! So don't sue me for defamation!!
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Run, run, run, diet, diet, diet.And still there's a final layer of fats left. ):
What to do, life is fscking unfair. I try to run almost every weekday, and eat only raw vegetables for dinner if I eat at home, which is almost everyday, not even with salad dressing or anything.
And yet there's still that final layer of fats that never seems to go away. ):
Some people can eat KFC everyday, or instant noodles every night and lose weight, or have a body fats percentage that's obviously below 10. Yes, you know who you are. ):
Ain't my metabolism the most disgusting thing ever?
I think I have the metabolism of a hibernating bear.
I think I have tried so many ways to boost that lousy metabolism. I've not touched a drop of alcohol since I have no idea when, and my close friends can even vouch for that I guess. Alcohol degrades liver functions, which means a lower metabolic rate.
I've tried thermogenics too, but the side effects sucked ass. I was taking 1200mg of caffeine a day, and a typical can of Red Bull has around 80mg. Yeah, there was no way I could get a proper night's sleep with that much caffeine a day. It helped, but not enough to justify the price.
The next alternative is smoking.
But no way in hell am I touching a cancer stick. :P
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Remember when I said my luck wasn't the best?You know, I've spent two and a half years taking the same route by train, and this is the first time any train has ever stalled.
And on the day of an examination too.
What are the odds? I tried picking up a pen to write just now, and it feels so foreign.
I guess since now everything's done on the keyboards, writing has become so obsolete that the only times I have to write seems to be when I fill up forms and do examinations.
I've
That is if I get lucky on the MCQs and remember the important points I've noted done lah.
But the problem is that I'm a little low in the luck department, actually very low, and I don't like to remember stuff. ):
Seriously, computer science is not meant to be examined this way. If only they just used practical skills to form the major part of the marks, I'll be more certain of boosting my GPA this semester.
Hopefully I get high marks for my General Performance parts, even though I went for like 2 tutorial classes out of 15, and 0 lecture classes out of 15. :X Anyway I think the lecturer of this module is damn funny. He wants to reward students with music CDs (Bollywood Hits & Cyndi Wang!? I fervently rejected.) if they do well, just well, not like exceptionally extremely
Well, whatever, good luck to me later!!
Monday, August 13, 2007
Exams, exams!
I'm already prepared for an all-nighter for tomorrow's paper. ): Studying
Saturday, August 11, 2007
With all projects done and submitted, I can finally relax for a while. Football in the morning, a nice afternoon nap, start of the Premiership, life is starting to look up.It was nice seeing Roy Keane's managerial debut too, the match was pretty boring but it was almost a miracle that Sunderland scored at the very last minute. That's what makes football so exciting! No team can ever rest on their laurels, ever.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
One down, two to go.At least one of the other two projects is half-done, and the other is ready for submission.
The J2ME project was the most tedious and consuming single project I've done so far.
It has a thousand lines of code, at least. Each line has like, say, three to five words.
So this is really almost tantamount to writing a really long essay. An essay that needs to be almost perfect. An essay in which every line has to work, otherwise the whole essay is meaningless.
Sucks. ): Time to get more sleep.
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Click on that image, if you will. It's a screen-shot of my project, and signs aren't looking very good, are they? For the uninitiated, 4 means death for the Cantonese people, and having six 4s isn't that good, right?
It's five in the morning now. That screen-shot shows that I started at least at eleven at night yesterday. I didn't even realise I worked for so long.
Anyhow, the project is more or less done.
Time to sleep. ):
Monday, August 06, 2007
Killer weekend! Normally I spend my weekends doing nothing much but getting back the sleep I lost during the weekdays. Which is loserish, but who cares.I think my project has more than 500 lines of code already. I'm not the most efficient coder, so I guess it can still be optimized. The single-player portion of my project has already been completed, which means that I can submit it. But since I've already worked so hard creating something out of really nothing, I guess I'll just have to finish up the multi-player and high score portion by Tuesday hopefully.
I hate these programming projects. Sure, during the process of completing the projects I get adept at the language because I can be bothered to Google for answers and re-read documents, but if you ask me to code the same thing a month later, I'd have probably forgotten everything except the basics. Yes, contrary to unfounded beliefs, I have no natural ability at programming, no one has, it's just that I read through several sources of documentation and examples.
That's why I really hate people who keep saying that they totally don't know anything when they come to me for help. I start from zero knowledge too, but I spend hours trying to learn. Yes, I am actually not averse to hard work during the more desperate situations. So my concept is that if someone as fscking lazy and fscking dumb as me can do it, so can anyone.
Tomorrow I'll have to set up some networking stuff on Linux, and if what I've conceptualised on Friday works, it'll be finished in one practical lesson.
Just one more week..
Saturday, August 04, 2007
Wow! I really shouldn't gamble. My luck hasn't been good these couple years, and just now I won like only twice in four to five hours of mahjong. Luckily they didn't play real money, but it was pathetic enough. I do know how to play, but it's just that everything never comes. ):I think happiness and luck go hand-in-hand, so go figure. ):
Thursday, August 02, 2007
So, I went to watch The Simpsons Movie instead of going for my afternoon class today, at GV Max. The whole cinema was frigging big and empty, really good if you were on a date if you get my drift, but I wasn't. ):The movie was pretty funny, but it was really just like a long Simpsons episode. The spider-pig part.. Hahaha!
And of course, Harry Plopper.
I love those emotional parts in the movie too, especially when the song "Close to You" started playing. For the uninitiated, it was played in one episode when Homer first met Marge in high school, even though they met as kids before and they didn't know.
Seeing them on the big screen is like seeing an old friend, er, on the big screen.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
So gravely tired. Went to see a ENT (Ear, Nose & Throat) specialist today for my allergies in the morning. What to do, I'm like sensitive physically and emotionally. ): He administered local anaesthetic on my nose and then proceeded to insert a probe inside. It was almost like how when I choked on a fish bone when I was younger and the doctor used the same probe to find out where in my throat the bone was. And the experience sucked as much too. He then took some pictures and proceeded to show us how totally blocked my nasal cavities are. ): It was scary too, because out of the blue he suddenly said some part of the nose was where nose cancer begins to start, and I was thinking whether he said that because I developed something like that until he said, "But you don't have nose cancer." KNN!!!He then tested me for dust mite allergies. Fscking dust mites. My skin was pricked in four places and some four different dust mite thingy solution was dripped on the four places. All four pricks began to swell bad. ): I then began to sneeze like crazy and my nose became congested like fsck. Which lasted for the rest of the day, even till now. ): Why are there even dust mites in the first place. ):
I thought that was bad until I heard the bill. It was a little short of four figures, so go figure. I feel so guilty that my folks had to spend so much, but then again it's not something I purposely went to contract, like AIDS or something. ): It's just unlucky genetics.
There was a couple of hours left after the whole consultation, so I shopped around for a bit before going for my dental. Shopping sucked because I was feeling so sick the whole day. ):
I thought when I reached home everything was over, but my dad summoned me to the office to observe some China software engineer. Being so guilty over my expenditure today, I had to go even though I was tired and feeling like fsck. ): Proceeded there and stood for around three hours dazed and confused. ):
Conscience sucks. )):
