Saturday, June 30, 2007
Because those three words were the easiest to feel, yet the hardest to say.Woke up at way past five in the evening today!
The things you can do when your parents are overseas, eh?
Friday, June 29, 2007
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight;Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time.
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts;
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out.
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing;
With a broken heart that's still beating.
In the pain there is healing;
In your name I find meaning.
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head;
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead.
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes;
That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life.
I'm barely holding on to you.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I still miss her I admit.
Last paper tomorrow!
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
What an unlucky day today! Had my first paper today, which was on Java. The paper was relatively easy, but that's probably because we were the guinea pigs taking this new module. I never realised upon stepping into the examination room A cold would suddenly hit me. Sneezed like a dog and rushed through the paper in twenty minutes without much checking. Sigh.If I felt in the morning I would fall sick, I would have at least taken some pills. ):
So the journey home was terrible too, since like almost all public transport is air-conditioned. And it rained. So, I walked in the rain thinking of going to the petrol station's mart to get some cold pills.
It was under renovation.
Trudged home in the rain again.
I've lived here for so long, the station was never under renovation before as far as I know, and when I needed to go to the petrol kiosk the most it was under renovation!? What luck.
Had a long nap since I didn't sleep much the previous night and my cold seems to be okay. ):
Bloody timings.
Also, I've played DotA more than a couple of years, and I've never hit such a bad losing streak. Notice that I have never mentioned that dumb game ever here, but this losing streak is terrible. ): And I have no idea why.
Picross DS!
Thanks to my brother's new Nintendo DS, I've fallen in love with Nonograms, or as some people may call "Picross". I've never liked Sudoku, but this Picross thing is somehow so addictive. An online version can be found here.
Yay. How am I gonna study for the remaining papers now?
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Well, today's my brother's 15th birthday, so, Happy Birthday dude!Even though I really hope you're not reading my blog.
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Whew, had a torturing meal today. Forced myself to eat chilli padis with noodles during lunch, because theyExam's are next week, and I have yet to start studying. I don't know, my sleeping hours are pretty screwy, I can't sleep before four in the morning nowadays. And thus, my days are lethargic and sleepy. Not the best studying condition at all totally. And not at the best moods recently.
Which really leads me to my next point. As some of you may know, my closer friends tease me for being fat. And I am really starting to get fugking annoyed by that. They can tease me because most of them have some metabolic rate that makes them skinny as hell even though they eat a lot. Well, that I don't have.
But it's as if the more weight I lose, the more I get teased. I have no fugking idea how all these teasings started, but all I know is that during those days when I really over-ate, I don't recall getting teased for being fat.
It really hurts, because we are supposed to be a group of close friends, and yet I get these scathing personal attacks every single fugking time. I don't know, but if you guys are fitter than me and stuff, I probably won't mind if you're teasing me. I'm not being boastful here, but there's just something wrong if you are not fitter than me and calling me obese. Well, if this fat-ass can run more than you, do more pull-ups than you, beat you on many other fitness aspects, then what the fugk are you?
The only thing I have is determination. Do you think it's great trying to lose weight for the most part of the past three years? It can be a fugking chore, I tell you.
Yes, I do admit I was once unfit. But do spare a thought for your friend who has put in much effort. I am not one of those who go on a crash diet only to give up two weeks later and start eating shit all over again. It's been almost three years of forced restraint, discipline and torture.
But I guess maybe you guys will not understand, given your genes and metabolism and stuff. But once in a while just fugk off and spare me from your shit.
Times like these, I wish the world would just fugk off and let me be.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
If today was my birthday, that would so be my song.Even though I've never watched the film the song's in (Happy Birthday), I still can feel the pain this song portrays.
That line where it says, "I still love you, yet with a little hate", POW, right on the nail.
Friday, June 15, 2007
Running in the rain, was a bitter-sweet experience.I've never woken up this early for the past, like twenty Fridays.
I wake up early and get ready for an invigorating run, since like, I've heard that you burn three times more fats when you cardio on an empty stomach in the morning.
Right, so I think I'll burn thirty times more fats when I am recovering from my pneumonia that I will possibly be stricken by.
Right, it was a good day to run a 7-8 kilometres route, with the mind to run it twice. A while into the run, it started to drizzle. "Oh great, it'll be a cooling day to run!"
Little did I know that Singapore was going to experience the heaviest rainfall in recent days. I may stand corrected though, because I've never woken before noon this week yet.
So yeah, at first you feel like you're not expending any energy running. Slowly your apparel gets more soaked and heavier by the second. Then the relentless hitting of the raindrops on your eyes, you realise you can't see well. And the slippery roads, running on them seemed like courting Death.
So you stop running, and start walking. And walking is so slow. So slow I take thirty minutes walking, not including the time spent running and getting drenched.
So now I lay myself to sleep, and wait for the onset of pneumonia.
Oh, by the way, fugk you rain.
Monday, June 11, 2007
Wasted my Sunday watching two movies, 300 and Next.300 was crazy. Those guys had real steel abs. Oh God, how much I envy them. ): And if the story was really true, wow, respect to them.
Next was pretty funny, but I hate movies where they show you like half an hour of footage and then tell you it was just a dream or premonition. Okay, I spoiled the movie for you. :P Too bad.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
So true.And watch this! Haha!
Monday, June 04, 2007
I fell in love with this song, and so,And then I found another song and I fell for it even more, so the above's half-done permanently. ):
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Jason is so disappointed with himself. ):Where did that swagger go?
Friday, June 01, 2007
Hmm.. It's already June. Seems like yesterday it was just the start of 2007. I guess time really has a habit of slipping away. (:Since the IT Show's on, let me geek a little on my blog. I think almost everyone has heard the news about Starcraft 2 being announced. If you haven't, take a look here. Anyway, surprise surprise, we started playing Starcraft again before it was announced. A real coincidence eh? But whatever, it's probably good news that a sequel is coming out.
A Protoss Stargate.
Anyway, I guess probably most old players would feel the itch to start playing it again. Have no fear, I'm here. Down here is a link to a "mini" version of Starcraft: Brood War which is less than a hundred megabytes, great for playing on a USB drive. The only downside is that the campaigns do not work, but it's still great for playing multi-player. It's the patched to the latest version too. (:
They sure can imagine, eh?
