Monday, November 27, 2006

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I'm losing.

If a dream were to come true; would it still be a dream?

[ jason ] | 8:30 pm |

Friday, November 24, 2006

I must have some fatigue syndrome looking at the way I've been sleeping these few days. I'm not doing anything tiring and I can sleep the whole day away.

Oh wait, maybe it's just that fact that there's nothing to look forward to in my waking hours. ):

[ jason ] | 11:55 pm |

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Well, guess it's time to catch up on sleep now that my family's off overseas again.

I hate those break-outs when I sleep like 4 hours a day for a couple weeks. If only I had perfect skin like those you see on the television, huh?

Results have been pretty much unexpected so far. 3 papers I've gotten so far have given me a perfect GPA (Grade Point Average). Too bad the paper I'm going to get tomorrow, which I doubt I would pass, and on Friday would probably ruin it.

That's just the story of my life. There will always be something that ruins the possibility of perfection.

Almost a month to Christmas, so I guess the debit card came at the right time. Three more weeks to find a company to take me in for attachment if I do not want the school to assign me to some crappy job.

Time's so running out...

[ jason ] | 1:05 am |

Tuesday, November 21, 2006



I'm in love.

[ jason ] | 10:13 pm |

Oh my. It's really not something you see everyday, or ever.

Right now outside the classroom there's a building on fire. A real big one at that.



EDIT: Been like half an hour and nothing seems to be done to stop the fire. Man. Hope no one gets hurt.

EDIT EDIT: Alright, this is embarrassing.



My classmate said that I would get money if I submitted some pictures to Stomp, which I promptly did. It appeared on the front page for a while, and many users commented that it was probably not a fire. How was I to know... Even the lecturer told us to take pictures. =(

Here is a link to the story.

[ jason ] | 11:24 am |

Monday, November 20, 2006

Life has been so stagnant that I don't really have much to post.

You might as well take the sun away.

[ jason ] | 10:34 pm |

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Last paper! (:

But my last paper is of course incomparable with those who finish their 'A's and 'O's this week. I still have at least 5 more periods of exams. Damn.

[ jason ] | 8:33 pm |

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

You know you're screwed when you study last minute.

You know you're even more screwed when you study last minute and find out that 1/3 of what is covered in the paper later is in blanks, and were supposed to be filled up by listening during lectures.

I swear this is the first time I've noticed this.

Good job deterring lazy people who don't go for lectures from studying at the last minute. That's really what we need, a blanked out textbook. It's so amazingly thoughtful.

[ jason ] | 7:02 am |

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Damn, damn, damn. I'm supposed to study, not watch videos on Youtube.

What's the point of waking at 4 then?! I could have just woke up now and it's the same; I don't know anything about the paper at ten-thirty later.

Blah.

[ jason ] | 5:51 am |

Monday, November 13, 2006

Time to bring out the midnight oil! Once again, it's the period of time where I have erratic sleep timings, snack unnecessarily (I swear I won't this time though) and look shittier than usual.

I really don't feel motivated to study though. ):

One down, two to go. The last two papers I don't count because they appear to be easy.

Whatever. 4 more untouched textbooks to flip through.

I bet I can sell them second-hand, considering their cleanliness.

[ jason ] | 9:50 pm |

Sunday, November 12, 2006



I swear I never saw this scene in the movie before! People really like to imitate Thriller, don't they?



Poor little thing just wants to fly, at any cost.

[ jason ] | 3:28 pm |

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Looking back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed


Watching Army Daze (Link here) has made me notice how fast time has slipped by. Once upon a time I was watching this movie and laughing at it, my NS days seemed far, far ahead. Today, I realise that it is really soon that I'll be going in too. It really seems like yesterday that we were all donning that white uniform we couldn't wait to get rid of, and yet I believe what we used to hate is what we miss so much now.

It was the sticking up to the man (Watch the movie "School of Rock" to get that reference) that was so great. The silly crushes and squabbles, they were just silly.

Skipping school used to be such a sacred affair. You couldn't just skip school like that without your parents knowing. Brings me back to the time when half the class wanted to skip school the next day, and it resulted in me being half the number of people who actually did do it. No, Marcus and company, I know you guys are thinking 10 people, but it was 2.

Now the thrill's just gone out of everything. Now that we're almost out into society, we're left to fend for ourselves, and no one really cares if we end up screwing ourselves up. Where's the fun in going against authority now? Hiding from Miss Ow in the basketball court; those were the days.

Sorry for this rather random post. Try staying awake at this ungodly hour, with "Yesterday Once More" playing on the computer, and not feeling emo. You can't help it.

I feel helpless.

[ jason ] | 3:56 am |

Friday, November 10, 2006

For all you Prison Break fans out there, check out these 2 links here and here.

[ jason ] | 3:19 am |

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

It's ridiculous that the lecturer is sending messages to our mobile phones every few hours to take a survey. Is taking a survey ten or twenty times going to give you some stunningly accurate results? It'll be more likely that we are frustrated by your stupid messages and just take the survey for the sake of stopping those messages from coming in.

Honestly, I don't give a rat's ass about mathematics anymore, having taken it for twelve years already. It's frigging boring.

Telling the lecturer to shut up in the survey doesn't seem to work. Just let us enjoy our damn holidays.

So near yet so far; that's the story of my life.

[ jason ] | 3:06 pm |

Friday, November 03, 2006

Good luck to those taking their major examinations! Bear with it. (:

While I screw around and have fun!

[ jason ] | 12:43 am |

Thursday, November 02, 2006

People always say that there will always be greener pastures, yet I also know the story of appreciating what you have at the moment.
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The story is about a monk telling a young disciple to walk along a field, not look and move back, and pick up the flower he thinks is the prettiest. The disciple walks and walks and sees many flowers he feel is pretty, but yet does not pick them up thinking that there will be prettier flowers up ahead. In the end, he had walked past many prettier flowers than the one he picked near the end of the field. The moral of the story? Yeah, to learn to appreciate what you have at the moment, for the future is uncertain and what you had may be the best you'll ever have, and you let it go.
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The tragedy is that the best you'll ever have, you may never have at all, so you can't even know how it feels to let it go. (:
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The point of this post? I don't really know.
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The greener pastures thing, I guess it's because my parents talked about it suddenly that day. Not that what they were talking about had anything to do with me, but yeah, if they ever found out everything, I will have no idea how they would react. I won't want them to find out anyway. I'm sure they would be shattered to find out so many things.
crazy.
But for now, greener pastures I don't really care for.

[ jason ] | 12:08 am |

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

My whole family's off to China. Guess the whole house is pretty much to myself now.



Heheheh. My laptop's connected to the LCD TV in my dad's room now.

But of course, I'll still be a good boy and go to school... or not.

[ jason ] | 12:38 am |

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