Saturday, September 02, 2006

If you're angry that I cared, I'm sorry.
If you're angry that I was worried, I'm sorry.
If my sorries doesn't do anything to alleviate your anger, I'm sorry.

There are always things we cannot control. Thoughts, emotions and feelings. I understand this fact. I also understand how the first cut is the deepest, and one may never recover from such a wound. But have I ever demanded any form of reciprocal?

I would have normally given up in such a situation due to my pride, but if the first time I chose to follow my emotions rather than my meaningless pride has offended you in any way, I'm really sorry.

I really wish that I have realised that pride is insignificant when you really want to care for someone.
I wish that I was just the typical persistent guy who doesn't take pride into consideration, instead of what I was at that moment in time.
I wish I had just continued to talk to you, no matter how short your replies were.
I wish I wasn't so passive for ages.
But I guess I have realised all these 9 months too late?

Just thinking out loud. It doesn't have to matter to you. =)

I'm sorry for not understanding.

I suck.

[ jason ] | 12:53 am |

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