Tuesday, January 31, 2006
So I guess it's back to school and work for most of us tomorrow.I have to admit, I've been drinking carbonated drinks and eating fried food the past few days, after almost totally abstaining from them normally. It's like I've eaten more fried food and drank more carbonated drinks in the past few days than the whole year. Haha. Hope I didn't work up much fats.
Hope everyone's still fine from the visiting and partying and gambling!
Come what may; I will love you.
Monday, January 30, 2006
I know I may be late.. but better late than never.Happy Lunar New Year to everyone. Huat ah!
Still miss you..
Friday, January 27, 2006
My home court's still the best to play in.Haha.. You're the cute girl lah!
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
If I were to describe the Memoirs of a Geisha in one sentence:The story of a cradle-snatcher with incredibly great foresight. i miss you
Well, so what if you're the director of the National Skin Center? Does it give you the right to let your patients wait an extra hour while you attend to your needs? Does it give the the right to look down on patients whom you think are on subsidy (which I wasn't and had to pay over $200 in total)? And if you thought so, did you need to throw my Medical Certificate to me? Have you not taken the Hippocratic Oath that warmth, sympathy and understanding may outweigh the surgeon's knife or the chemist's drug?
Oh well. I guess he's a big shot. I can't even complain. Because the feedback forms are directed to him, Mister Director of the National Skin Center. So I'll use here to vent it out =\.
In short, I consulted a impatient, idle and arrogant doctor today. Which sucks.
i miss you
Monday, January 23, 2006
I miss you.Sunday, January 22, 2006
Finally my CIP is over. But I think I fell sick from it. I'm just so weak not being able to take the 12-14 hour days and sleeping less than 6 hours. Damn. How am I gonna party next time?I wish I wasn't so weak... I've not even drank in a really, really long time. Just one piece of sliced barbeque pork (Bak gua) and I'll probably have sore throat the next day. This sucks.
Will someone up there make me invincible again?
I've been missing you all these while...
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Void (noun)Caused by basically not having any thing to look forward to in the near future.
And I guess it's because... I really do miss your smile.
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
You know what? CIP just sucked for me. 4 hours straight of arranging books at the National Library today. At the Children's section. Alone. No respite from the screaming and shouting kids running around. Without my iPod mini.I guess the lessons I learnt are simple:
1. I will not forget to take out my iPod mini.
2. Being a librarian is really tedious and tiring.
3. I'm not gonna skip any more flag days. It just added 3 hours of library CIP for me.
4. I will not forget to take out my iPod mini.
5. I will insist on not working at the Children's section.
6. I will try to find a more interesting place to do my CIP.
7. I will not forget to take out my iPod mini.
Argh. Apple has such a hold on us.
Anyway, my classmates still comment that they do not believe that I do not have a relationship before. Does wonders for my confidence. My confidence that I'm a loser, that is.
Monday, January 16, 2006
I don't know how the doctor could tell I was sad and frustrated by just feeling my pulse and pressing some parts of my back. Yeah. I guess I'm pretty sad and frustrated. Maybe because I suck at football now. That's pretty frustrating for me. Sad too, because it used to be the centre of my life.Nevermind, I shall try to cheer up. Because if I'm sad, my health's bad, and I'll get poked many times at 6 areas of my back until it bleeds and then having those areas cupped - You know, using fire to create a vacuum first. I think my back looks like I was abused too. See this.
Anyways, I think next week's gonna suck because I'll be doing my CIP three consecutive days at the National Library. Which probably means I won't be able to go jogging alternate days like I want since now the damn rain is gone. Darn. Just when I felt jogging from my house to Bishan Park was fun. Because there are a lot of people and overtaking them feels good and does wonders for my confidence. Oh well.
Well, have a good week ahead my dear readers. If there are any, that is.
Friday, January 13, 2006
When you're down on your luck, nothing's going for you. I feel so isolated from everything.Bah. Maybe it's just because today is Friday the 13th.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Whenever I think of the sweet things you have done, I'm totally grateful and happy.I don't know what will happen in the future, but right here and now I'm saying, thank you for being in my life. =)
For the rest of you whom don't know what I'm talking about, forget about it and read the following stuff I'm gonna post.
You are driving along in your car on a wild, stormy night. You pass by a bus top, and you see three people waiting for the bus:
1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die.
2. An old friend who once saved your life.
3. The perfect man (or) woman you have been dreaming about.
Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car.
Think before you continue reading. This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application.
You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and thus you should save her first; or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay him back. However, you may never be able to find our perfect dream lover again.
The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer.
He simply answered: "I would give the car keys to my old friend, and let him take the lady to the hospital. I would stay behind and wait for the bus with the woman of my dreams."
Never forget to "Think Outside of the Box."
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
What is it with dreams?The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is that you have to wake up.
Monday, January 09, 2006
Well, like, the weather sucks.Which leads to me feeling seriously ill and moody.
Times like these make me feel like dying.
I guess no one's here to cheer me up and I can't cheer myself up.
Too bad, Jason.
Friday, January 06, 2006
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live.They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.
On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?"
"It was great, Dad."
"Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked.
"Oh yeah," said the son.
"So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father.
The son answered:
"I saw that we have one dog and they had four.
We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end.
We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night.
Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.
We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight.
We have servants who serve us, but they serve others.
We buy our food, but they grow theirs.
We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them."
The boy's father was speechless.
Then his son added, "Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are."
Isn't perspective a wonderful thing? Makes you wonder what would happen if we all gave thanks for everything we have, instead of worrying about
what we don't have.
Thursday, January 05, 2006
The avian population seems to have something against me. Two years ago a crow stole my egg. Today, some bird defacted on my finger. Too bad I don't buy lottery; I'm bound to win.Anyway, the C++ test today sucked. The way they set the paper led me to change parts of my answer that were originally right. Serves me right for checking my paper huh.
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
I used to think that I was strongI realise now I was wrong
'Cause every time I see your face
My mind becomes an empty space
I close my eyes
The moment I surrender to you
Let love be blind
Innocent and tenderly true
So lead me through tonight
But please turn out the light
'Cause I'm lost every time I look at you
And in the morning when you go
Wake me gently so I'll know
That loving you was not a dream
And whisper softly what it means to be with me
Then every moment we're apart
Will be a lifetime to my heart
I close my eyes
The moment I surrender to you
Let love be blind
Innocent and tenderly true
So lead me through tonight
But please, please turn out the light
'Cause I'm lost every time I look at you
Lost. Every time I look at you.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Wanting so much to just go to sleep now and forget about the paper tomorrow.Luckily today's paper was relatively easy. I can't believe I snoozed for 2 hours before waking up to go "study".
And I can't believe that it's already been more than a year since I left ZHSS and I miss it even more now? I hope it's just the exam stress. I guess it is. Or maybe it's just that so far in SP I have not really felt the culture of the school. It seems like everybody's minding their own business sometimes. Back in ZHSS and CJC, it seemed like everybody knew everybody. I guess I just have to adapt.
I don't really care about it, but you see, it's there. The examinations are here, I can't forget that fact. As much as I would like to get it over and done with by not troubling myself so much to study, the fact that it matters is still there and it's not easy to get over it.
Wish me luck. I swear I'm gonna get at least 7 hours of sleep tonight. Because I'm used to 12 for the past 2 weeks. So it means I have one hour left to study.
Monday, January 02, 2006
So I guess school's starting for most of us tomorrow. There's really nothing much to look forward to. Times like these I wish so much that I was still in Secondary school or in a JC. There's nothing to wait for in polytechnic for me except the vacations. After the exams which I'm probably going to just get it over and done with, it's around 6 more weeks before my two month vacation.And then I'll be in Year 2.
I still miss Zhonghua a fucking hell lot. I'm sure many of you guys do too. Unfortunately we can't turn back time...
Anyways, hope everyone has a great day back at school.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
It's probably been years since I've tasted probably my favourite chocolate-based product!!
I first fell in love with them when I was staying in China. It's pretty hard to find them Reese's as I think most of them are imported. Pretty expensive too..
But I don't mind those for gifts!
The first day of 2006 was okay I guess. I got to hear your voice first! Haha. Woke up in the afternoon as usual, before going to shop for barbeque stuff for a barbeque with my family in the evening. Then slept until time for the BBQ. So much for not wanting to waste 2006.
I also treated myself by
And I haven't studied. Blah. Here's to 2006. May everyone's dreams come true!
