but every superman has his kryptonite.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

My year always ends with me being in pretty much a heartbroken state. For the past four years, it has been like this. 2001, with my confession to MF which led to our friendship going downhill. In 2002 it was pretty much the same girl. That year, I was still gutless and useless as usual. In 2003 it would be JS. Fell too fast and got hurt too. 2004 was the same girl too. That time round, there was someone else I guess. I don't blame them for all that, it's pretty much my own fault for being useless.

I don't know about this year though. As much as I would love to spend New Year's Eve with someone even more special than my friends (whom I'm probably spending the eve with later), it ain't happening. So much for hoping that the first person I'd see in the new year would be somebody significant. But I won't say if I'm heartbroken or not. Because I don't know if I should be.

In many aspects of my life, I feel that I've wasted this year. In studies, I've pretty much learnt nothing from my stint in CJC and also in SP. In fitness, I guess I could have done better even though I've improved a lot I guess. In sports, I've really lost touch in football. I really wonder sometimes what I've been doing this year. I guess it's sleeping.

Love? I can safely say I've only liked one person this year, and well, it's going no where as usual I guess. Still, it's okay because I'm used to being useless in this kinda stuffs.

So, here's my wishlist for 2006!
1) World peace.
2) People I love to be happy, with or without me.
3) Touch someone's heart.
4) Get my abs more toned and defined.
5) Get back my touch.
6) Stay happy I guess.
7) Get my health back.
8) Be less of an asshole.
9) Scrape through the school year with A's without much studying. (I said wishlist, not resolution.)
10) Not waste the year again!

Well, here's to an excellent 2006. Free of war, poverty, diseases, tradegy.

[ jason ] | 7:24 pm |