but every superman has his kryptonite.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Sometimes I wish that I wasn't good at reading lives and events. Sometimes I wish that I won't know what's probably gonna happen next, so that my life is much more spontaneous and I get the blind courage to do much more. Unfortunately, life is predictable to me. Still.. I wish things I think are going to happen won't. So that I can tell myself, you suck at predicting future events, so stop and go in for every opportunity you see.

But of course, that skill helps for football. I guess I can read games and passes okay, just that if I was faster it'll be great. Well.. I hope the frequent street soccer games will help develop that ability.

Think there's a match next week. Somehow I feel that our team (not Salem Fire) is unbalanced so I guess I'll be playing in central defence. I'm just not confident about the discipline and shape of the back few. And once in a while I guess I'd like to see my players go up and attack without worrying too much about back there. So don't worry Daniel or Jun Zhang. I'll try my best to get a keeper and play you guys where you can attack. But if there are no goals don't blame me.. Haha. I don't fancy defending but if there's a need for me to do so, I will.

I really like the new song I put up.. Visions of a Sunset. But after listening a few times he sounds like he's going off-key badly? But still, the words are pretty meaningful.

Shawn Stockman - Visions of a Sunset

Lived all my days
Trying to embrace
Life with my heart by
All the beauty I feel and create
It spins and moves
Flows at my pace
Telling its story
From the tear running down my face

Visions of a sunset
Just appear when I close my eyes
Takes my closer to heaven
When the flute starts to fly
And the violin cries

Confusion leaves
While peace orchestrates
Runs through my veins and in other
Seekers it penetrates
My reason why the big city air smells so sweet
Takes me through journeys in time from my youth
To as far as I can see

It's all I need in my life
It's all I need and no one
Can take your place by my side
You're all inside of me

We'll free from all sorrow
Like the wind blows from the sky
Takes me closer to heaven
When the flute starts to fly

[ jason ] | 5:07 pm |