Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Luckily the paper was easy.

Was reading through my old journal entries. I realised that these recent years and months I've mysteriously lost on the idea of love. Read this. It was me. All my old entries were like that.

What is love to me now? Pretty much a game... I guess. But I do want to get back the feeling of what true love meant to me... I was stupid, I was retarded I feel now. But it was beautiful. It was beautiful to just love the person with all you've got instead of playing mind games to make the person fall for you nowadays. I so wanna fall in love all over again.

Anyway, for further reads on my old entries, another source would be this blog. I've made the entries appear in chronological order so it would be easier. But if you want the full experience I would advise you to read it maybe a couple of days later, when I would hopefully have made the songs on that blog correspond to those posted there.

[ jason ] | 12:55 am |

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