Thursday, March 24, 2005 Looked at my old blog. I really do sound like another person there. Did I ever love someone so deeply? Was I ever that a romantic? I probably did and was.. But what the hell happened to me now!? Haha.But there were indeed gems that I wrote, or quoted, in my old blog. Perfect love is rare indeed - for to be a lover will require that you continually have the subtlety of the very wise, the flexibility of the child, the sensitivity of the artist, the understanding of the philosopher, the acceptance of the saint, the tolerance of the scholar and the fortitude of the certain. The moment you have in your heart this extraordinary thing called love and feel the depth, the delight, the ecstasy of it, you will discover that for you the world is transformed. Why do I not have to courage to feel this way..? If I leave my love unspoken it is because I know so well that the feeling that is deepest is the hardest one to tell. That above quote I would perceive as one from a coward today. But I guess back then it was so beautiful and romantic. =\. Still, it's true that to be able to care for and love a person wholeheartedly without any regrets or qualms is a fortune. I know, as I can feel my family's love. It's also true that each one of us has loved a shooting star before. We know that it would not stop or be hindered; it speeds on no matter what. Still, we go on searching for it, hoping ourselves silly. =\. Guess the translation from Chinese to English doesn't have as much impact as the original phrasing. Haha. Just visit my old blog and be shocked. And if the music is working, shut up if you find it corny or something. Haha. I just like the oldie-ish and mafia-ish feel of that song. |
he thought he was superman; |
aoi's design from SCRATCH 2004
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