Monday, February 28, 2005
Fucked myself in the ass. 17 points.. Pathetic. I wanted an improvement.. Even one point would make me much more happier than now. But I got the same results as my prelims. Man. Don't know what happened in the process of my examinations. Fuck.
[ jason ] | 11:09 pm |
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Good luck to all O-Levels candidates. =)
[ jason ] | 11:40 pm |
Woo. Stamina training on Saturday morning. Was greeted with dark skies though, and was pretty pissed off because I woke up so early for soccer and it was gonna rain. Anyhow, it did rain, but stopped soon after. Daniel abandoned us.. So we had to play 2 guys on 3 guys. I ended up on the 2 guys team throughout the games. Not that I'm complaining, but I actually would rather be on that team and chase for every ball. Which I did. (For most of the time.) My flu's improving greatly and I hope to cover even more distance on my jogs. Maybe I'm gonna try with weights and run that route with the nice steep slopes. Heheh. I really want to surpass the speed I had.. 3 years ago. Difficult.. But possible. Gonna train hard on my fitness so wish me luck!
I still miss CJC a lot. I don't know why but I kinda miss the routine everyday. If only there were less lessons and no homework and all that shit. Blah. Gonna crash one of these days I guess. I just hope that the coach doesn't see me anywhere when I crash or I'm screwed as I heard that he's pretty pissed off with me just withdrawing like this. Sigh.
[ jason ] | 3:43 am |
Friday, February 25, 2005
Yay. I just learnt to play bridge. Thanks BJ, George and my hubby Jia Ling! Haha. Some of my CJC friends came over. Played mahjong until 11 plus. Maggot seems to have lost lotsa money. Haha.
Anyway, watched Hide & Seek today. Pretty nice movie for more than half of the entire time, but towards the end it was boring. Haha. I recommend you to go watch it to find out why.. One part was seriously anti-climatic. Good show anyway.
[ jason ] | 11:19 pm |
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Fuck.. I miss you people. =(
[ jason ] | 2:43 am |
Monday, February 21, 2005
Withdrawing was one of the toughest decisions to make in my life so far. It was like hell either way. I really couldn't take it. I owed homework dated weeks before. I had so many tests to take.. and make-up tests too. The teacher was on my case for my hair. So I was like.. "F*ck it all.." and withdrew. I know I was selfish.. Sorry to my class 1T13 and CJC soccer and everyone else.
At least I'm not stressed now but I'm definitely much sadder.. Why do they have to make the honeymoon period so unbearable? Call me naive, but I really did not know I had to study during the 3 months. I thought the orientation would be a damn long period. Haha.. That's my mentality.
Thanks to my classmates, Liying, Mag, Tocks, Jiang, June, Daniel, Zhang Mei, Janice, Taylen, Chin Hwee, Natalie, Helena, Jemie, Shu Wei, Sherlyn, Gwen & Rachel. Really enjoyed my time with you guys. And Aaron Lee too. The teacher's not that pretty.. Haha.
Thanks to my mates at CJC soccer too, especially Jacob, Malcolm, BJ, George, Aron, Christian, Leo, Deng Zheng, Daryl, Han Hui, Mark, Vivek, Milan, Kithri & Stanley. I apologise if your name is spelt wrongly though.
And to everyone else I've come to know in this short (almost) 2 months. I'm sure Kimberly will want me to mention her. Haha. And Mcron too. Take care.
[ jason ] | 10:27 pm |
Sunday, February 20, 2005
I'm withdrawing from the college tomorrow.. Gonna miss everyone so damn much. Thank you 1T13 and CJC soccer and everyone else I've come to know.. Rock on.
[ jason ] | 8:23 pm |
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Blah. Feel so ill still. Luckily my stint in the JC is probably ending. It's really stressful even though I slack so much. Maybe it's because I slack so much that it's stressful because I owe lots of homework for weeks already and have so many tests to study for.
Went to the SA funfair today. Really dragged myself there. I am really exhausted and dead. Guess I am resting at home tomorrow. There's still training on monday.. Sigh. And I have to dye my hair black I guess. Bloody home tutor.. Can't she see that there are so many more people with more obviously dyed hair than me? At least mine looks more natural. And it's because the black dye faded.
I guess the only eventful thing today was the "Amazing Race" I had to go through to finally see how SOMEONE finally looks like. Haha. Rushed to the bus-stop to realise that she boarded the bus. Took the cab to the station to realise that she boarded the train. What the.. But in the end I perservered and saw her in town. Haha. But I am still owed my gift for so long... =(
[ jason ] | 11:36 pm |
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
I'm really p*ssed off at my flu now. I think it costed me a place in the squad. Okay.. Maybe the coach did say that he did not want to aggravate my flu.. But where's the 10 minutues of play I was promised... Argh. For the first time I was left on the bench for the whole time. The feeling really s*cks. I must prove my worth and not face this kinda sh*t situation again.
[ jason ] | 8:26 pm |
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Woo. On S.A.D. (Single Awareness Day) I had a date with the doctor. I got the flu. I think someone up there's telling me something about my luck in love. Haha. B*tch flu. I wish it would go away. Soon. Very soon.
Well, this song by Michael Buble (The correct e in his name doesn't show up correctly) is out to the girl I have not (or may never) meet. =S
Michael Buble - You Don't Know MeYou give your hand to me
And then you say hello
And I can hardly speak
My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well
Well you don't know me
No, you don't know the one
Who dreams of you at night
And longs to kiss your lips
And longs to hold you tight
Oh I'm just a friend
That's all I've ever been
Cause you don't know me
For I never knew
The art of making love
Though my heart aches with love for you
Afraid and shy
I let my chance go by
A chance that you might love me too
You give your hand to me
And then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
Ooh, you'll never know
The one who loves you so
Well you don't know me
For I never knew
The art of making love
Though my heart aches with love for you
Afraid and shy
I let my chance go by
A chance that you might love me too
You give your hand to me
And then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
Oh you'll never know
The one who loves you so
You don't know me
You'll never know
The one who loves you so
Well you don't know me
[ jason ] | 9:54 pm |
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Happy birthday Alvin! Doubt he'll read this though. Haha. Tomorrow's Valentine's Day.. A day we all singles dread. Heh. Oh wells. Supposed to go to school to donate blood tomorrow but I have this bad case of flu. Which means I'm not going to school.. Again. I'm really screwed. Missing damn lots of lessons and owing tons of homework. Argh.
Anyways, a happy Valentine's Day to all!
[ jason ] | 11:19 pm |
Friday, February 11, 2005
An exciting day beckoned. After today's morning assembly I played truant and went home. It was really scary, as we almost got caught as the discipline master was just a few metres away from us scolding the late-comers while we went to get our bags which were stashed outside the library. We went into the library to hide, before the librarian chased us out as the library was not even open yet. =X. I think she suspected something fishy was going on, and another teacher was there. And to quote him, "Did you go for assembly?" I nodded and he said, "Good." But I guess he knew but didn't care. It was literally running out of the school from that point. I went home and slept.
Went back to school for my soccer training. Training was pretty slack, as the coach wasn't there. After that went for dinner and pool with Jacob, BJ & George. Argh. Kept losing. I s*ck.
Really in a dilemma now. I really wanna withdraw.. But soccer is probably the only thing holding me back. I really can't be bothered to attend lessons, do homework or study for the tests. Having said that, I've not entered the classroom since last Wednesday, the 2nd of February. That's how much lessons and stuff I have missed. Man.
And I don't know what I wanna do in the polytechnic.. Life s*cks. Coupled with the fact that I've forgotten about Valentine's Day! That's pretty sad... Where is the love?
[ jason ] | 11:41 pm |
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Happy Lunar New Year! Not the greatest of starts this year.. Had some kinda misunderstanding in the first few minutes of the new year. Oh well. Hope my life would be like an exponential graph.. Start low and then go high.. You get the idea. (I know I may be wrong about which graph but who really cares?)
Ran from school before heading to my old school yesterday. Then spent the day with my friends. Played pool and had reunion dinner.
To a better year ahead!
(By the way.. For fans of the Rocky series.. ->
Here!)
[ jason ] | 1:42 am |
Monday, February 07, 2005
Wow.. Haven't blogged in days. Really shagged. There's morning run tomorrow too..
Played street soccer till 7 p.m. today.. Finally an enjoyable day of street soccer in CJC! Well.. Maybe because most of the players were from CJC Soccer. Haha. At the start I pretty much s*cked, unable to get back my touch after playing football in the field for more than a month already. Malcolm wanted to break my legs because my fanciful play didn't work out that well. Haha. Luckily in the evening it was better.
Don't know if I'm skipping the potluck thingy tomorrow. I really want to go back to my old school early.. And see my teachers and juniors. Haha. And of course, to trash them in soccer...
[ jason ] | 9:17 pm |
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Yesterday's cross-country was pretty fun. I am really damn happy that I was able to complete the whole course of 5.2km. In the past (e.g. last year) I think I would have started walking after a kilometre or so. I really feel a sense of achievement! Too bad I started right at the back... Otherwise I could have gotten a placing or something. Oh well, at least the feeling of over-taking so many people is great!
Skipped school today as it ends at 5 p.m. Bah. And there's like chinese spelling. Chinese is sh*t in JC. One huge factor why I don't wanna stay in JC is because of chinese. I really dislike studying it. I know I'm a Chinese, I don't shun the culture, but I f*cking hate studying the language.
Got an medical certificate in the morning, and then I went to play some football. Hope I get enough sleep tonight and perform in tomorrow's training and hopefully play in tomorrow's friendly against Millenia Institute!
[ jason ] | 5:33 pm |
