Monday, November 15, 2004
I have to apologise to the numerous people I've promised to stop drinking. That picture was taken quite long ago, not posted because of my shoutouts. Just posted to let you know that there is alcohol that has a taste not unlike that of the chilled chocolate milk you probably have drunk before. I'm still drinking, and I think even more. Please forgive me and grant me my temporary respite from my weaknesses.
I will change to be stronger. I have to. If I can't be strong when my life is pretty calm and easy-going, will I ever be able to support my parents in the future or raise my kids? I have to think of the future.
I'm searching for my polestar.
