Sunday, September 12, 2004

Haha. My parents went out so I'm here blogging. Well, seems like a number of people find my friendster profile interesting and start talking to me. Haha. What is so interesting? Haha. It is only the truth about how most guys are jerks. For your interest, I'll paste my profile here.

I was born in Carbondale, Jackson IL in USA. Currently residing in Singapore.

My first love would be football. Still remember the day when I was still a small kid.. and kicking the ball for the first time. Somehow managed to kick it into a basketball hoop ;). Okok.. a kid's sized one.. which wasn't very tall.. but it was still nice. Loves freestyling in football.. Rather flashy when playing it too.. Which leads to me not being a very good player :(.

I'm someone, who's by nature a quiet person. But when I am in the mood to be lame, I'm noisy as hell and you would wish that I will shut up.

Dislikes studying. Not motivated to study. All I want to do for the rest of my life is to play football. Hates the extra lessons teachers always give. Yeah say I'm immature. Studies are your life choice, football is mine, so shut up.

Football is not play, it is a passion. Really wish for people to stop saying that I'm playful. I work hard for my football. Just because I have a different life choice doesn't mean that I am lazy.

My first relationship must be special, therefore I'm still waiting. I think I have lost faith in love. The day I stopped loving her was the day my heart stopped beating. I've changed a lot... Maybe too much. Alas, I'll probably not have the chance to love her again? Don't know when my heart will really start beating again ya? I guess I'm waiting for that someone to start it going again.. haha..

Why do I no longer believe in love? I promised one too many that I would love her forever, only to break that promise in the end. Why MUST they be broken? Why do feelings change? Why do I make empty promises only? I don't dare to fall in love again, because I don't wanna break another promise of love.

True love is eternal, Cherish love when you get the chance, Once it leaves you, It will be difficult to get it back, Don't let love only be a memory.

Everyday of my life. Could've been so beautiful. Could've been so right. But now I'll never know.


That's pretty much it. And to the people I've just met, nice to know ya! =)

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