Wednesday, November 30, 2005
I'm so tired. My head has been hurting the past few days. I don't really have the mood for almost everything. Pretty much nobody cares so it's ok. Still, I actually really studied for the first time in my polytechnic life. Because the chapter seemed really, really tedious and difficult. Can't blame anything but myself for sleeping through every lecture in November.It seems that Nokia insists that my phone cannot be fixed as corrosion by water isn't covered under their warranty. They're so brilliant to exclude every scenario that is likely to disable the usage of the phone from the warranty. Can't they just replace it like Apple? Damn finnish company.
Oh well.. At least it still works I think. Except the charging part. I guess I'll probably try to trade it in.. Not a very moral thing to do maybe. But it's not my fault that Nokia's warranty programme sucks.
Monday, November 28, 2005
Hello, yeah it's been awhileNot much, how about you
I'm not sure why I called
I guess I really just wanted to talk to you...
And I was thinking maybe later on
We could get together for a while
It's been such a long time
And I really do miss your smile...
I'm not talking about moving in
And I don't wanna change your life
But there's a warm wind blowing the stars around
And I'd really love to see you tonight...
We could go walking through a windy park
Take a drive along the beach
Or stay at home and watch T.V.
You see it really doesn't matter much to me...
I won't ask for promises
So you don't have to lie
We both played that game before
Say I love you then say goodbye...
Spent my weekend sleeping.
May whomever that is up there bless the genius known as George Best who recently passed on.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Man.. I wished for the sun to come out and it finally did. But I guess a migraine was what I pretty much got from it. Oh well. After running 4 kilometres with that intense pain in my head, I guess it's ok now. Haha. Maybe it shows that we should fight pain with torture.Anyways, I guess I ran until my shoes became spoilt. The sole (or something) is coming out so I think I need to buy a new pair. Any recommendations or free shoes for me? Haha.
Other than that, there's nothing much to add. School's boring as usual and tests are coming up. Ah, screw it. Can't wait for vacation.. just 3 more weeks of this shit.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
It's been a whileBut your smile
Always brightens up my day
I guess you know
Because it shows
You can see it on my face
It's like you've put a spell on me
Feels like you've captured me
Don't need the sun to shine
To make me smile
Don't care if it's dark outside
Cos I've got you
And though the rain may fall
No I won't care at all
Every day
There's a change
You bring out the best in me
My inner soul
Is what you know
That is how you speak to me
You seem to understand
You know just who I am
I'm craving to sweat.. Be it football or jogging. I feel so damn unfit not being able to exercise because of the rain. I guess that was why I rather played table tennis today than go sleep in the comfortable library. Haha. Even though Marcus trashed me it was pretty fun. =
School just blows!!!
Monday, November 21, 2005
Apparently my phone can't be fixed. Damn. Can someone give me a Nokia 8800 or something? Haha.
Ain't it a beaut?
Too bad the only way I'll be able to get it will probably be to steal it or something. Haha.
Anyways almost got caught at Plaza Singapura by my parents. My brother saw me and luckily he did not inform them. Otherwise they'll probably know I cut class and my dad will kill me for my piercing. Oh well. I can feel my luck getting worse.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Tell me no secrets; tell me some lies.Give me no reasons; give me alibis.
Tell me you love me,
Say anything but don't say goodbye.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Sunny days and starry nightsLazy afternoons
You're counting castles in the clouds
And humming little toons.
But somehow right before your eyes
The summer fades away,
Everything is different and
everything has changed
If you feel you lost
And on your own
And far from home
You're never alone you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you home
Funny how a photograph
Can take you back in time
To places and embraces
That you thought you left behind
Trying to remind you
That you're not the only one
But no-one is an island
When all is said and done
There'll come a day when you're losing your way
And you won't know where you belong
They say that home is where the heart is
So follow your heart and know that you can't go wrong.
This song, "Your Heart Will Lead You Home", is out to everyone feeling lost.
Well, I want to go home and not Hell.. What the fudge is the problem with people nowadays? First, I get woken up by a call at 3.30 a.m. Obviously I reject the fudging call. Then I receive a message that meant how I was rude to reject that call. Hey, it's 3.30 a.m., I rejected your call for obvious reasons, please have some self-pride and live on. I told her I was crazy and I needed sleep. She said she didn't care and because she couldn't sleep I should talk to her.
Oh, it was one of the greatest moments for me to use "Fudge off!". But because I switched off my mobile phone and received the message only when I switched it on again just now, she escaped from that "Fudge off!".
People that know me know that I need my sleep. They know I try to get my sleep no matter what, unless I think something's worthy enough for me to sacrifice it. And I can say that it's not many things.
Well, what do girls take me for? Their emotional refuge? Do I have a sign on me that reads "Lonely or Bored Girls' Red Cross Society"? Sometimes I don't blame the girl because there are times I knowingly and willingly become their emotional refuge without caring about being hurt in the end, but for the rest of them, please have some pride.
Monday, November 14, 2005
I owned Meiching in hexic and I've got the screenshot to prove it.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Thanks to Ziyan I guess I have to do that "5 random or weird things about me". But I mean, what's so random or weird about me? Maybe it's my unnatural greatness that's weird. Haha.1.) Irony is me.
I don't really like to go out, but I also don't really like to stay at home. I don't really like to be bothered about love, but I still fall in love. I like the sun, yet my skin cannot take much punishment. People I like usually never end up liking me.
I guess I can go on.. but yeah that's basically one point.
2.) Single is me.
Well, I doubt my poly classmates read my blog anyway, but yeah. They don't believe I was never attached.. I won't say it's really a good thing. But I was really never attached. And I'm not so good with girls as you guys think...
3.) Faithful is me.
To the poor girl(s) that I like or will like or have liked before, sorry that I don't give up easily. Maybe I'm just insecure as to thinking how the world will be like without the person you like so much in it.. But I'll probably take years to really forget someone I like that doesn't want me liking them. Darn.
4.) Perfectionist is me.
There are many things that I really need to see that they're done to perfection. That's why I don't like styling my hair unnecessarily, because that's one thing that I can spend a long time doing if I have a bad hair day or my hair is in the wrong condition to be styled. I guess another thing is this blog.. I've tried my best on the template.
5.) Endurance is me.
I hate losing. Especially in football. That's why you see my team winning games 10-9 from scores like 1-6 outnumbered. Maybe the opponents got complacent, but my dislike for losing helps too. I'll do anything no matter how tiring to win when I'm in the mood. Helps in my jogging and many other things too..
I guess that's all. Because I'm kind I won't tag anyone else. Sorry for the boring post I guess.
Monday, November 07, 2005
I finally did it. I achieved my target of exceeding the 10km mark. I jogged my route 5 times, and even in accounting for errors I ran at least 11km. This may not seem much.. But it was not long ago that yours truly was literally dying running just 2.4km. At least now I think my stamina can last pretty much longer than the 11km I ran. I guess I'm just limited by the punishment my legs and back can endure.Well, I'm happy that I believed in myself for once. Surprised myself though because the only recent jog I had was yesterday's 5km and I cramped after running that distance.
Bought new shoes too! I guess I'm pretty broke for this week again.. Unless my mother reimburses me. I think it's nice.
Friday, November 04, 2005
Shagged. Played soccer yesterday and then after that went to Junzhang's place. His cousin must like me a lot, because he kept asking me to win Daniel in fighting games which I would have won without him asking me. Haha. He pinched his nose too when.. Haha.. Shall not divulge much. Then we went to Serangoon Gardens Country Club to use the swimming pool, jacuzzi, sauna and steam bath. Somehow using the jacuzzi and sauna made me feel even more tired. My phone was screwed because I was using it in the swimming pool and Daniel tried to pull off my shorts (I must stop owning so much) and for a second the hand holding the phone went underwater. Well, at least everything seems working for now except that I can't charge it. Think the fuse is blown or something. Damn.Anyways slept at 3 in the morning before waking at 6 to go to school today. Really, really tired now. What's worse is that I only have 40 cents left for the week.
Luckily someone saved me.. Thank you! Actually a thank you ain't enough to express my gratitude but yeah, I hope the heart understands without words.. Haha. =)
You're so sweet like sugar.
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
School really sucks when you're not in the mood. Luckily for me there's two public holidays. Or heaven knows how many lessons I'd have slept through or just skipped because the teacher will nag when you sleep. For the record, I've slept through every lesson and skipped every lesson in which the teacher will nag. Haha. I know it's rather immature and will lead to me getting a warning letter if I don't change my ways, but well, there's really no mood for me to sit there and listen.At least things are looking up, in a sense that the astronomy class has at least one decent looking girl. Fuck it that the class is only one time a week, even though it's damn boring so far. In that class watching the beetle on the desk struggling to get on its feet is much more interesting. I was bored to the extent of playing around with one piece of what seemed like plastic but was actually a glass shard. Don't bother asking about the bloody result of that.
If all the waters are drawn out of the Pacific Ocean, it still can't put out the flame of love for you. But can all the waters be drawn out of the Pacific Ocean? No. Maybe that's why I shouldn't love you..
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
He sounds totally different from before he had his girlfriend. Haha. Jay Chou I mean.Oh my God really a damn nice album..
