Sunday, November 28, 2004

I'm looking for a cute girl this holidays! =X.

Criteria:
1. Must be cute.
2. Must be gentle.
3. Must be loving.
4. Must be faithful.
5. Must open-minded yet retains some innocence.


Anyone suitable, feel free to mail me. =X.

Damn... Do I have nothing better to do?

But I'm pretty serious. >_<

[ jason ] | 1:57 am |

Friday, November 26, 2004

Just back from my chalet! Stayed there from Monday to Thursday. Really, really tired out during that few days. Furthermore, I drank lots. Thank God for my "Green Tea Detox". Haha. I swear it works in expelling out the evil alcohol. I could barely walk straight when I was stoned. Ahh... The evils of drinking.

Saying all these, I'm still drinking at the moment. Just some 5% alcohol though, shouldn't even affect me at all.

Admittedly, the chalet was not as fun as the previous one 2 years ago. Those guards are getting more and more anal. No more swimming & soccer at night. Sigh. Wussies.

At least the company of my friends more than made up for it. Piercing my ear was fun too.. Haha. Many beautiful memories of the chalet I'll keep and cherish. ;`). I love all you people. Haha. Seriously I do.

[ jason ] | 2:55 pm |

Monday, November 22, 2004





I'll be going off to a chalet for a few days, so take care people!

Finally got my Angel Ears in Ragnarok Online. Took me so many hours and zeny for it. Now I'm broke and owe debts. 8 more levels to 99! Damn, I know I'm addicted.

[ jason ] | 1:48 am |

Saturday, November 20, 2004

I know this is getting abit cliched, but IT'S OVER. Haha. Anyway, the 'O' Levels are really, really easy compared to the normal sh*t we get in school. So, to my juniors, you don't have to study for it. =X. Damn. I think I have to state this: The author will not be held responsible for any bad results/suicides/depression/murder attempts on him because of the above statement because it is his own personal viewpoint and it may s*ck and be grossly inaccurate.

Alright, enough of crap. Pretty much celebrated by going for a game or nine of pool, and then shopping. Spent around a hundred... But I guess it's okay because my mother paid me for the stuff I bought. =X. Thanks mum!

I'm damn tired now. Leveled twice on Ragnarok Online after I came home, had a bath and ate dinner.

[ jason ] | 11:03 pm |

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

What a big screw up I made. I thought that tomorrow's paper was in the morning. After all these years, I am still so disorganised and idiotic. When will I ever change?

[ jason ] | 1:42 am |

Monday, November 15, 2004




I have to apologise to the numerous people I've promised to stop drinking. That picture was taken quite long ago, not posted because of my shoutouts. Just posted to let you know that there is alcohol that has a taste not unlike that of the chilled chocolate milk you probably have drunk before. I'm still drinking, and I think even more. Please forgive me and grant me my temporary respite from my weaknesses.

I will change to be stronger. I have to. If I can't be strong when my life is pretty calm and easy-going, will I ever be able to support my parents in the future or raise my kids? I have to think of the future.

I'm searching for my polestar.

[ jason ] | 3:00 am |

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Tomorrow's the final day of the 5 day break in between our papers. Predictably, I spent 4 unproductive days so far. Studying? No. I just want to get it over and done with.

I'm at a low point now. I have no life. I'm playing Ragnarok Online everyday. My life revolves around that now. It is my hopeful thinking that this happens because it's the exam period now and I can't get out, so the only thing I can do is game. Or maybe the life of a wastrel is perfect for me. Nah.

Somehow I am arrogant. I have the naivety to think that I will surely succeed, I will surely score. I believe I will make it in life. I often say how I'll buy out some company that p*sses me off, or how I'll be as rich as Bill Gates or Donald Trump. I don't know if I should term it confidence or naive arrogance. Oh well.

But seriously, I have no dreams, no reason to live except football. I'm living in my own world of rejection, or self-denial as you might call it.

I'm searching for my polestar.

[ jason ] | 11:59 pm |

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Oh my. I have the urge to find all three Godfather films and buy it, and then watch it at one go. I just caught Godfather III and it was amazing. I sat from 10.30 p.m. to 1.45 a.m. watching that. It was so long a movie. I think there's a Godfather Epic dvd or something that has all three movies. Maybe after the sh*t exams I'll try look for it.

[ jason ] | 2:04 am |

Thursday, November 04, 2004

To that f*cker who horned at me just now: You don't own the f*cking road just because you drive a f*cking Lexus. Watch out if I see your car (registered 7228) because I'll spit at it. If I do I think you should thank me for cleaning your car because even my spit is cleaner than the car you drive in you snobby b*stard. Maybe you're rich, but next time I'll be richer and don't ever let me find out where you work because if you do let me find out, your new job would be washing my shoes.

[ jason ] | 10:40 am |

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